http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScpD0rOx3FM

One night, doesn't mean the rest of my life...

[Another heartbeat stopped, the sound of life lost. Another 'accident']


Come tomorrow, I'll be on my way back home
In the morning I'll call from a roadside telephone
One night Doesn't mean the rest of my life

If I go
(Time to let this pass)
It's not impossible
(The time it takes, the time it takes to let go)
Possible is
(Time runs through our viens)
Probably wrong
(It starts and stops and starts and stops again)
So let go
(we don't stand a chance in this threadbare time)
'Cause I'm afraid to try
(time to let this go)

Staring at the setting sun
No reason to come back again
The twilight world in blue and white
The needle and the damage done

I don't want to feel this way forever
A dead letter marked return to sender
(keep my hands by my sides)

[We must get seatbelts for the car. Well I sometimes drive too fast, and I take chances, and I don't always try to figure out what the other fella's trying to do... and he's got a heavy foot on the gas]

If I go
(I don't want to feel this way forever)
It's not impossible
(UNDERSTANDING! - a dead letter marked)
Possible is
(IN A CAR CRASH! - return to sender)
Probably wrong
(UNDERSTANDING! - a dead letter marked)
So let go
(IN A CAR CRASH! - return to sender)
'Cause I'm
(UNDERSTANDING!)
Afraid to try
(IN A CRASH! IN A CRASH! IN A CRASH!)

....In a crash


[Do accidents just.... happen?]

you said you'd be down here in 6 weeks

and forever, i'll be waiting for 6 weeks for the rest of my life...</3

R.I.P.
02.17.88-06.10.07
Shaun Short

[...]

"Rollin' through the hood
Just stopped by to say what's up
And let you know
That your baby boy ain't doing so tough
And even though you passed
Going on four long years
Still waking up late at night crying tears
Just thinking about those days
You used to talk to me
Smilin' while I'm sippin' on this Hennesy
And remember we bragged on how rich we would be
To get up out this hood was like a fantasy

And now you hear my songs the radio is playin'
Oh I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy I'll tell you
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride
(With you)
How I used to kick it on the front porch
(With you)
And how I used to lay back and smoke weed
(With you)
And all the little basement party joints we'd do
Now I'm just missing you
How I wish

I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
Be with you somehow
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
Saying everything's okay
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish

Now ever since this money come
It's Been nothing but stress
Sometimes I wish I could trade in my success
Y'all look at me and say boy you've been blessed
But y'all don't see the inside of my unhappiness
Man I swear this shit gets heavy like a ton
That's why you hear me shootin'
This real shit off like a gun
Hmm I wonder how my friends would treat me now
If I wasn't iced up with a Bentley and a house
That's why fake ass niggas get fake ass digits
And fake ass playas get a real playa hatin' 'em
Honey Love goes platinum and y'all ass come around
But y'all don't wanna raise the roof
Until my shit is going down

And now you hear my songs the radio is playin'
Oh I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy I'll tell you
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride
(With you)
How I used to hoop off in them tournaments
(With you)
And how I used to club hop on weekends
(With you)
Your family called the morning of the tragic end
Damn, my condolensces

Voices in my head be telling me to come to church
Saying the Lord is the only way for you to stop the hurt
Dreaming of windows black tinted like a hurst
When waking up to life sometimes seems worst
And all I ever wanted is to be a better man
And I try to keep it real with my homies now
For me to save the world I don't understand
How did I become the leader of a billion men?

And now you hear my songs the radio is playin'
Oh I can't believe my ears
And what everybody's sayin'
And boy I'll tell you
Folks don't know the half
I would give it all up
Just to take one ride
(With you)
How I used to street perform on Friday
(With you)
And how I used to go to church on Easter Sunday
(With you)
Standing here throwing them stones at me
Somebody pray for me

I wish that I could hold you now
I wish that I could touch you now
I wish that I could talk to you
Be with you somehow
I know you're in a better place
Even though I can't see your face
I know you're smiling down on me
Saying everything's okay
And if I make it out this thug life
I'll see you again someday
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish...</3"

Hmm...nothing to say 'cept,

Today was the craziest/weird (half) day ever

What happens at Boton's stays at Boton's

Cathryn.Ashley.Jimmy.Boton.Alex.Matt.Nick.Tim.&hearts;